Closure

what do you do if you see the person you like happy with someone else.. why do i even hafta ask.. do i have a choice? dont get me wrong.. i am happy for him.. i juz feel weird

weird that we're not what we used to be.. that distance tear us apart.. ALMOST.. WHAT IF.. these words are lingering in my mind right now..

but i cant force things to happen.. i was the first one who gave up on us.. & i feel selfish now that he's pursuing his own happiness..

he said it to my face.. this was i guess the closure to the feelings that i used to have.. the reality that its not gonna happen.. i woke up & im happy because someone i consider special to me is being treasured by someone else too & she is very Lucky thats for sure..

2011 has been so far heart-breaking for me.. you dont have to be in love with someone to get your heart broken.. 

im movin on more focused.. on lovin myself more & finding my own happiness.. i can do this

Best Wishes