Day Five : Six things you Wish you’d Never done

1. Dancin : i wish i could still Dance & explore other fields. Recitals are always Nice

2. Driving Lessons : i shouldnt have stopped learning. i really need to learn how to Drive!

3. Over Spendin : I need to Save More & Spend Less.

4. Love : Show someone how much u really love them, before its even too late.

5. Productivity : need to Stay away from Q4  ;)

6. Mediocre : in anythin that iv done, i wish i could've prepared more, didnt Cram & strive for Excellence, not juz because its OK already.. that juz aint enough.. i know im better than this.

~Wow! thats a tough one. simply because i dont wanna think of Regretting anythin iv done in the Past because it brought me to where i am right now & iv learned somethin along the way. what made me today are those mistakes i made before.

Day Four : Seven Things that Cross your Mind a Lot

1. WORK : No DSATs & Airport Outages please!

2. EXCERCISE : Need to Work Out

3. FOOD : im Hungry, what should i EAT?!?

4. FAMILY : i always Always Wake up Grateful for Mom, Dad, lil sis & Big Bro

5. MONEY : i need to SAVE up! budget budget budget.

6. TIME : im LATE again!

7. MY LIFE : Live. Laugh. Love.   \m/

... aLone ...

♥ Me & Kitoy ♥

 

Day Three : Eight ways to Win your Heart

1. Humor. someone who can make me Laugh is very important to me cuz i can be really boring at times.  :]

2. Sweet. when someone do small things out of the ordinary, it really touches me. im a Hopeless Romantic too.

3. Humility. when i encounter Arrogant dudes, i get really annoyed!

4. Family Oriented. i give importance to my Family & i want someone who does the same w/ his own because it would only mean that in the future he will do the same.

5. Traveller. i love goin around & to new places. if you're a Home Buddy, we juz wont Click. i want someone who'd wanna experience the World in the Flesh with me!

6. Animal Lover. bein one myself, its a plus if the guys is too.

7. Talented. any kind of Talent catches my Attention.

8. CUTE. cmon i dont wanna be a Hypocrite! even if Looks dont matter to me, the Cuter.. the Better! HA!  (:

Day Two : Nine Things about YourSelf

1. im Weird.

2. im a Loner.

3. iv danced ballet for 9yrs. i stopped dancin in College when my Major Subjects are gettin the best of me & i felt i juz need to prioritize my Studies. i dont regret anythin now. i Love my Job.

4. i was a Girl Scout for 2yrs in elementary.

5. i used to be a Varsity in Track n Field back in elementary. doin Running Long Jump, Standing Long Jump, Baton Relays.

6. i used to Troubleshoot T1 Circuits, MLPPP. now im handling PABX for an International Airline.

7. i Love Horror Movies & Books (Suspense & Thriller included.. i prefer those over Cheesy Romantic ones, those Bore me.. HAHA)

8. i Collect Stamps, Coins, Bills, Polaroid Pictures, Letters, TY Beanie Baby Bears!

9. i was Baptised a Protestant but grew up w/ Catholic Beliefs.

Day One: Ten Things you Want to Say to 10 Different People Right now.

1. you have an Ugly Personality, that makes YOU so UGLY.

2. i Love You beyond Words & Actions.

3. Thank You for the Unconditional Love & Support.

4. You Inspire Me. Keep doin what you do & Inspire a lot other More People.

5. i Hope You Feel that We can Never be anythin more than just Friends. lets keep it that way...

6. i Wish you all the best in life. Strive Hard to get to where you really wanna be.

7. Hope to See You Again. Keep Travellin. Cheers!

8. cant wait to Spend my BirthDay with You Next Year! Lets Make the Most out of it!

9. I'm Sorry to be a Disappointment. Im Workin Hard on Myself & hopefully i improve in time.

10. i Miss You. You're the only one iv been Passionate about, it Hurts me a lot that we've Grown Apart.  :'(

Zip Zone

flew out to Cagayan De Oro & rented a car from there to Bukidnon.

saw the Del Monte Pineapple Farm. i was asleep throughout the 2hr rough road ride goin up the place. & my camera's batt died goin back to the city so i wasnt able to take pictures of the place but their Housing is just Cute.

not sure what the Elevation is up the Mountains of Bukidnon but it surely is a bit Cold Up there compared to the Warm temperature in the City.

i tried 3 of their ZipLines... 2 short ones & 1 Long one.

its Asia's Longest Dual Zip Line!

the view up is Amazing! u cant close you eyes & miss it for the world

the Pine Trees underneath me & the Cold Breeze were a great Experience.. there was even a time iv touched em as i spread my Arms wide open  :)

we also took a 4x4 ride towards the last one... we're at the very top 

i was also amazed at the wonderful flowers iv seen there.. they're just growing by the streets!

Could it be Possible to Love SomeOne You Dont Know?!??? ...

can it be possible to love someone u dont even know? or u havent even met yet?

sounds like Serendipity right? but no, cuz it can be compared to bein soulmates-like

wherein u at least meet the other person

well in my case, iv seen him but i dont think he even know i exist..

how? w/ internet nowadays.. u get to stumble into someone from the other side of where u are & eventually find urself stalking that person..

did i juz say stalking? oh my.. i hope thats not what im doin.. haha

some say its possible.. some say its impossible

LOVE is a very Deep & Broad word… i cant even really say if iv been inLove

w/ the few past relationships iv had, i wanna say Yes but i still have doubts in those past feelings..

i cant say iv really been in love… i really dunno.. well maybe.. just maybe

someone told me to Love the Unknown.. he has a point

yet some say it aint gon work

some say it depends on the persons involve

you can love a person but when u get to know who they truly are.. then right there & then uv juz fell in love w/ a person u dont know..

this is why i love gettin other peoples opinions about things, because it gives me a different perspective & shows me the other side of the Octagon..

i guess one thing is for sure, Love is a work in progress.. 2-way

both should work on it.. to really make it work

& no one can really give it specifics.. as Love differs in all other situations & aspects

what love for me may not be what love is for others, & vice versa..

w/ that said, there seems to be no right or wrong in love

& for u to be able to define it.. u must feel it first hand..

im Lyin to Myself.
i give myself false hopes & false expectations that never match up to reality.
i twist circumstances around in my mind to make them seem better than they actually are.
i think too much about the smallest, most insignificant gestures & blow them up like balloons and float around in this euphoric bubble of What Could Be & What i Want to Happen, and am always so let down by What I’m Left With, An Almost, Could-Be, Maybe Situation.
i think too much into a smile & catching someone’s eye from across the room.
i think too much into an accidental hand brushing & prolonged eye contact.
i tell myself that it Can Still Happen & i Cling to the Tiniest Little Glimmers of Hope, even though i know that there’s a little itch i cant scratch that tells me I’m Wrong, & that i Cant Make SOmeThing Out of Nothing.
im living in this Fantasy World, where Happy Endings really do exist, & the Boy and Girl always do End Up Together.
im tricking myself into thinking that we’re Perfect for Each Other, when in Reality..
We May as Well Just Be...

...Strangers    :(

Commitments

i dont believe in Commitments.. its like giving someone the Responsibility for your own Happiness.. which shouldnt be the case. Happiness is a Choice. you should be happy whether or not you're with someone.

this is why i dont go in a relationship just for the sake of having one. i am happy alone anyways. well at least for now. 

im at a point where i value my Career, Family, Responsibilities & Personal Achievements over lettin a Relationship consume the best of me.

come to think about it, its been this way ever since.

if there is someone out there who would be able to go down with the littlest time i can spare for them w/o even complaining. who can cope up w/ all my mood swings & my every wimp. who can make me laugh w/o even tryin. who can be really spontaneous & romantic w/o bein too mushy. who can keep up w/ the BORING side of me & listen when i dont get too boring at all, believe me i can be really talkative at times! who wouldnt hurt my feelings intentionally. who can love me despite all of my imperfections & love me unconditionally. who can keep my heart beating triple times.

i dont go for looks. or for monetary status. i dont aim to live Elegantly but juz to Live Comfortably. as simple as that. iv reached a point where i dont wanna settle for anythin less. cuz one way or another, in love, you'll get hurt anyways, so whats the difference?!?

i juz hafta make sure the person would be worth the tears... thats all

these are the reasons why until now im Single.  =)

White Water Rafting

Gosh! time fly by so fast & My BirthDay Month is finally over.. been quite busy i dint realize i havent blogged all August, my bad. Sorry. so now il try catchin up & pickin up from where i left.

here goes...

My Mindanao Trip consisted of a lotta things. they will be posted bit by bit in the next coming days here in my blogspot.

first Stop straight from my Work, to the Airport & off to Cagayan River we go in Cagayan De Oro..

we went for an Advance Course since we figured out the Beginner Course would be too boring, specially we are a group of Adventure Seeking Friends.

the Rapids were Awesome! we had a couple of Flips of Course but not bad considering all of us are first timers!

had a Great 3-hour Raft Ride

we were taught 3 things :

Hard Forward (Paddle Hard)

Easy Forward (Paddle Light)

High Five (raise ur Paddles! as a sign of Victory)

we were grouped in 2 with two boatmen too... enjoy these official photos from DOME (its part of the Package btw along w/ a Snack of the Famous PASTEL -- YUMMY!)

MARAMING SALAMAT!

 i would like to Thank Everybody who remembered my BirthDay! 

in whatever way (Email messages, FB PMs, FB Wall-to-Wall messges, Twitter DMs, Text messages, Letters, Personal Greetings, Calls & Gifts!)

THANK YOU SO MUCH from the Bottom of my Heart!

i am so Grateful to have wonderful wonderful people in my life who takes a lil time out of their busy lives to make me feel special (small or big time)

its very overwhelming.. i appreciate every single one of you!

im sorry if its a lil bit too late to post this simple shout out of mine, iv been busy the past month juggling stuff in my life, i dint even realized i havent blogged one thing over here!

BAD! & i even promised to catch up & be up to date to begin with.. 

now here i am breakin that promise huh? sorry!

things had been really crazy lately & iv been through a couple of ups & downs i dont even wanna start talkin bout any of them..

my next post would be sooon so keep comin back & watch out

Thanks to everybody visiting by... :)

*this picture by the way was from one of my Techs from my old account who's been a really nice friend & i saw it after i came back to work from Vacation.. i was touched! i Love MALLOWS.. hehe*